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Saturday, December 19, 2009, Saturday, December 19, 2009



Kini kau tiada hanya aku di lamun rindu.
i swear i cry everytime i listen to this song and think of you.
i wish you were back in my arms,cos i wished to grow old with you.
dearest boy , please kill me while i'm asleep so my misery will eventually ends.
Indah waktu itu bila engkau disampingku.
so i'm begging you to come back to me .
cos those times with you were too short for me to keep it as memories.
i cry my hearts out just for you.
i want to be the best for you and you to be the best of me boy.
at least gimme another chance.
Mengapa kau menghilangkan dirimu?
i just can't go on putting on fake smile and acting as if i'm happy when i'm not.
i wish to hide my weakness behind it.
but i know it will eventually be noticed.
what passed life sins i've committed that i lead sucha teriible life?

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, Saturday, December 19, 2009


first of all , kindly please ignore my sxsbcvsxxdj face,
cos this picture was taken during my karaoke session with Huda & Fatin.
overdue-d photo.so yea...

Dearest Nurul Huda Bte Md Riduwekk,
aku rindu kau,aku miss kau,aku kangen bangets sama kau!
balik lah cepat-cepat, tak best lah share ngan kau thru the net or phone.
i want to talk to you face to face! oh please! posting bout you make me wanna cry..
biasa jugakk aku kan yg paleng gembeng dalam banyak-banyak.

Darling , stay strong =) i miss you and alwaes pray for you .. save up those tears , coz this all has too no stop , NO MORE crying ! stop wasting ur tears over a guy who just DUMP u ! be wiseful and move on with ur life .. what are u ? 16 ?? still got a long way to go u understand me . remember KKL phrase ? " to have s...omeone u think is good in your life go away , is to have someone more and i mean MUCH MORE better to enter your life .. sometimes in life things doesnt happens the way you want it to be , kite merancang tuhan tentukan darling =) im sorry if i cant be there to be with you , coping together your problems as we all have alwaes does luv ... patience paid everything off ! so bersabar kay ... text me through the phone if u want to share anything private baby ! love u alwaes =).
this is what you written on my wall @ fb.
thanks for your support babygirl.i love you alot!

PS: i'm trying my best to get over him, but the thought of hime makes me sick and i'll give up by then,so i guess i'll just cry till my tears dry up and won't wet my cheeks nimore..
to you boy, i've pronised myself that i wont let you live happily with her..
SARANGHAE
, Saturday, December 19, 2009


Degupan hatiku seakan berdegup lebih kencang setiap kali dirimu jelma diingatanku,
Rasanya berat didada ketika wajahmu diriku kenang,
Aku kalah dalam permainan cintamu , namun seberapa kejam hatiku disakiti,
Dirimu tidak pernah ku benci ****, Kembalilah kepada diriku ini , kerna cintaku untukmu tidak dapat ditandingi.
Aku berjanji akan memenuhi segala mahumu hanya untuk menenangi hatimu.
Aku tak sanggup hidup tanpamu disisiku.

Sayang: [bekaskekasihmu] :(

Sunday, December 13, 2009, Sunday, December 13, 2009



I'm gonna be MIA-ing for sometime.
i'd come back if i wished to.
so stay tuned.
i love you god creatures.
, Sunday, December 13, 2009



i keep wondering to myself.
have i not been a good person for you?
I doubt you know how much i love and care for you ****.
& i guess you might think that i'm crazy cos i'm still not over you.
yes,i am crazy, cos its hard for me to forget you.
I tried ample times but i 'm too weak.
I need you by myside, am i a bad creature?
If i was a bad creature to you.
At least tell me that you've always hated me.


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